Nobody bends my ear - but I do listen to all sides. to quote Treebead "i am on nobody's side because nobody is on my side". I have no animosity towards anyone, as far as I am concerned, y'all are still my 'friends' as far as we share a limited set of interests and can get along well enough in that environment. But none of you are truly my friends, in the sense I use the word. For that I have Gwendolyn and a few others who have gone above and beyond in certain instances. I wish it were different, but having been going through this for years, it seems to be at a plateau.

No, nothing has been said against me personally, but that hardly matters. If we can only feel disgust when we are personally attacked then that allows for a whole lot of atrocity to be committed. As I said previously, it is the apathy I find most distressing. And the fact that a lot of my favorite people just aren't around anymore (which doesn't mean anything at all against those who are still here)